I was tormented by some kind of mental pain, unsuccessfully trying to understand its causes, mentally going over the most incredible possibilities. And only when I took up the pen and wrote the first sentences of the book you are now holding in your hands, I realized how much I had been missing, how much I had been missing a real opportunity to describe and,

It turns out that so much of everything had accumulated inside me - both good and bad, and even evil - that my soul was overflowing and could no longer contain it all in silence.

I had to speak out! In order to achieve inner peace and peace with myself, I was obliged to describe everything I had experienced, felt, praised and scolded myself for, which I was very proud of.

For some reason, I really wanted to share with the world what I had learned myself and, as they say, experienced on my own skin.